2hrs.&15min.

OnSkype. with marie. SELF-EXPLANATORY
she didn't know I was taking peee-chures!
LOL! 'twas a fun day.

So-ORE!

So today, I skipped my classes and still went to school. I know what a retard. Seriously I'm too lazy now a days. It's really hard to stay late at night and trying to read and finish everything up. I wanna be superman. SHIIT! I'll be the smartest kid in town. Wait, the smartest, SORE kid in town.

So yesterday, Rae and I worked out at the gym. But before that we played bball first. And guess who won suckkkah! Got that right. It was a fluk, flook, fleuk! LOL. BUt yeah, I woke up so late and couldn't move my body. We'll technically I can but my arms really hurts. Dude, let's just say I tried every single work out machine I could possible find. NO LIE! And oh yea, after work out, We met up with Charm and study for a bit. THEN ALL YOU CAN EAT SUSHI BABY! It was the most amazing sushi in the world. I ate like gazzillions of any kind. Well, except for the SASHIMI were both Rae and Charm madly swallowed it. LOL

PS. you'gottalovejek'slaugh.

Yikes!

I' m just a little bit caught up in the middle. Life is a maze and love is a riddle. I don't know where to go I can do it alone. I tried. .... I'm so scared I don't show it, but its bringing me down, so I have to let it go- BUT JUST ENJOY THE SHOW

- LENKA, the show

ITS BEEN A WHILE:
I have so much things to say - but I can never post it
they are all DRAFTS!

and I doubt that they're going to be publish.=)

ON THE SIDE NOTE:
* I DIDN'T GET FIRED from the _ _ _
* and that, school is awesome (except MATH) yikes!

coz, you gotta have faith!

Janes Lui is just one of my favourite youtube celebs. She is amazing! Too bad I can't go to California to see her play along with Kina Grannis, David Choi and also the Jazmin. But anyway, this cover : Faith by George Michaels, like Mark, it just brings back memories. Ooh, the old days! Sometimes I wish I have a time machine so that I can go back in time and just experience it.

I don't really have anything to blog today. I just had my anatomy test and it was slightly brutal. You know when you study too much and not every single thing is on the test paper - so i found it very frustrating. Well, overall it wasn't that hard nor easy. It was alright, and hopefully I did the same thing. I just want to pass.

ON THE SIDE NOTE: NEXT WEEK
* CLINICAL - PARAMED
* PN1 Test
* Essay Outline & Summary
* Psychomotor Test
* Journal
* The Last Supper presentation
* AUGH! see y'all at 3 in the morning.

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ERICSSON'S RESURRECTION

My phone is alive. Yes, it was 24hrs when I claimed it dead but who cares because all of a sudden it works now. I can't believe it. I really don't know how it happened. When I turned it on and tried calling people - it finally came back to life (metamorphic-ly speaking of course). I can hear the people talking to me, all the button functions and people can hear me clearly. Sigh, but I feel bittersweet though =(. Because I had this phone since late summer of 2007 (it used to be the cooolest phone in the world, untill BB came along and stole their pride) and I am actually buying a new one. Unless my mom changes her mind then I have to go back using my SONY ERICSSON but sighyey!

ON THE SIDE NOTE:
*keep doing anatomy until you break down and cry! [evil laugh insert here]

beer, apple pie and superbowl sunday

Congratulations to the Steelers! I knew that they are going to win. Pittsburgh all the way even though, Deo, Marnold, Jazz and Lara are on the opposing team - The Cardinals or what they call the UNDERDOGS! Anyway the score was 27-23 and thanks to Santonio Holmes (NFL MVP of the year) Pittsburgh Steeler won their 6 Championship Super Bowl. The last 45 seconds of the 4th quarter was so intense and the crowd was wild.

Ben Roethlisberger

And so I was watching it while studying for math. And let me tell you that I can't multitask although I managed to finish converting the whole metric system. LOL. There were like 50 questions and I'm almost done. Oh yea! special shout out to Lara by the way. We were chatting on skype for 2 hrs. debating about who is going to win the superbowl - well obviously you guys know who won by now. Thanks Lara, even though I showed little respect while we where webcaming. I promise it won't happen again.

So yea, I was the only one home. Mom and Maverick went skating. I had a few beers, a slice of apple pie and just watch the superbowl with Lara, Deo and Marnold. (Steelers proved them wrong!)

I think that the best part of the night for me was when James Harrison made that touch down. He made a supwebowl hisory by the longest game played. He intercepted the ball the ran from thier endzone to the other endzone. Oh, that was awesome!

Take that Larry Fitzgerald and Kurt Warner! GO STEELERS!
GOOD GAME!

ON THE SIDE NOTE:
* Jennifer Hudson was amazing.
*

I was hugry, happy and sleepy

Oh, I thought it didn't hit me - but it did. I was semi-aware I guess, knowing that my mind was playing tricks on me. Oh that felt really good since I haven't had it in a very long period of time. The trip from Greg's house to dropping off April then to my house was unexplainable. I don't remember much except for the narrow alley way and the sound of the subway trains. I think I was talking to April along the way on the phone but for some reason - disconnection occur. She called me back 3 sec. later. But my button doesn't want to cooperate. I was pressing the answer button 12 times and when I finally answered it, I couldn't hear anything, I said "hello" and I didn't hear a respond from her. And so I got home, I ate and drink milk - I know that because I woke up today to my moms voice screaming about the dishes while I was still on my pants, shoes and my jacket. I woke up so light-headed and in a subconscious state of mind.
So I got 3 missed calls last night on my fully paralyze phone(it doesn't function anymore!). My phone is dead. Ces Soirées-Là

ON THE SIDE NOTE:
*SONY ERICKSON - 2 years and 7 months.

Elvis Costello - IDWGTC

Photographs of fancy tricks to get your kicks at sixty-six
He thinks of all the lips that he licks
And all the girls that he's going to fix
She gave a little flirt, gave herself a little cuddle
But there's no place here for the mini-skirt waddle
Capital punishment, she's last year's model
They call her Natasha when she looks like Elsie
I don't want to go to Chelsea

Oh no it does not move me
Even though I've seen the movie
I don't want to check your pulse
I don't want nobody else
I don't want to go to Chelsea

Everybody's got new orders
Be a nice girl and kiss the warders
Now the teacher is away
All the kids begin to play

Men come screaming, dressed in white coats
Shake you very gently by the throat
One's named Gus, one's named Alfie
I don't want to go to Chelsea

Oh no it does not move me
Even though I've seen the movie
I don't want to check your pulse
I don't want nobody else
I don't want to go to Chelsea

Photographs of fancy tricks to get your kicks at sixty-six
He thinks of all the lips that he licks
And all the girls that he's going to fix
She gave a little flirt, gave herself a little cuddle
But there's no place here for the mini-skirt waddle
Capital punishment, she's last year's model
They call her Natasha when she looks like Elsie
I don't want to go to Chelsea

Oh no it does not move me
Even though I've seen the movie
I don't want to check your pulse
I don't want nobody else
I don't want to go to Chelsea

first time meeting johnny cupcakes

So, I am at Gregory's crib right now. I will be helping him with his college application. It took me a while to get in due to the fact that he was still sleeping. And when I got in I still have to wake him up. Thankfully, his sister opened the door for moi after knocking 62173618 times. LOL. My knuckles hurts. So, Johnny is lock in a cage right now. POOR cat. AMNESTY!!! LOL. All he can do is meow, " meow..meow, meow meow" which translates to.. "WTF, who the fuck is this guy?". And so I said, "Nice to meet you too Johnny".

ON THE SIDE NOTE:
*I'm going to my doctor to see if my test results are back. Hopefully, it's fucking there already. It's been 3 weeks yo. DARN BANANAS!I need to book off time to see a paramed.
*I'm so excited to wear scrubs and get my stethoscope this March. And I hope they're going to put me in either a REHAB CENTRE or MENTAL INSTITUTE. But there's more chances for me to be place in a NURSING HOME. By the way, I have the best therapeutical technique if someone does not want to take their medication: " YO! bitch, if you don't wanna take this , I'll shove it up in your butt hole" LOL. Jks. I won't be like that, I'll try to be nice.
*PS. Johnny says, HELLO!

The fact is, that to do anything in the world worth doing, we must not stand back shivering and thinking of the cold and danger, but jump in and scramble through as well as we can.

-Robert Cushing

And so today, I did nothing but skipped my Friday classes, made some hilarious videos with April, bought a boxer and then went bowling. Well, I think I deserve it. Considering I studied so much for my clinical test just to get 90%. YES, I can't believe I actually got that. So far, school is being good. I proud of myself. I am actually trying real hard. Psychology is good, Clinical is good, everything is good except for Nursing Dosages which is MATH. I hate math! But Oh wells, I can do it. But see the deals is, I have Anatomy and Physiology Test next week and I am really freakin' out. I have to study 7 chapters. Wait let me repeat it again, SEVEN! AUGH! there's so much things going on to. Group projects, clinical interview, LABS and too many to list. I can only explain it in 2 words: BRUTALLY INSANE.

SATURDAY and SUNDAY (hopefully) are my STUDY DAYS. I am not going out, unless it is utterly important. Also NO breaks until I have absorb every thing on that A&P book. And I will not answer any calls, reply any text messages and check facebook.I guess I just need to wait until reading week. Because I really don't want mess this up. I'm doing really well.

ON THE SIDE NOTE:
* KEEP IT UP!